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When I get to my Destination, I’m gonna kill Bill…

Kill Bill Vol. 2This weekend I didn’t do much except watch movies, alone. It sounds pathetic but I had a very dreary weekend. The good news is that I caught two very good movies, one that kicked ass, and the other one was very funny. The bad news is that I’ve been in a real shitty mood lately. I guess everyone is allowed to reminince about the good old days. It just hits me extra hard. I’m loning for the days of college when I had a tight knit group of friends and we would go everywhere together. We’re all spread across the US now and it’s hard to have that kind of group again.

I miss those guys and gals so much. Roscoe was telling me today that he spotted one of our old friends Vanessa on South Beach. He didn’t come up to her to say hi, I wish he had, I’m dying to know how she is doing. As we were all back in College, Vanessa was wild! She was so much fun to be around, unpredicatable, but always fun! She was the power fag hag. She could tell gay men in a room, even when they hadn’t come out themselves! It was great to be around her. I know she’s living somewhere in Broward. I’m sure I’ll run into her one of these days. The twins also told me that one of my old junior high friends is not only living in broward, but she is going to NOVA. What a crazy world! After Junior High she left to Pakistan to finish her schooling there and now she’s back in the states. I look forward to getting together with her to see how her life has been going. I hear she has an arranged marriage in the works, which is wild.

I think by moving back to Miami Beach I’ll be better situated. For all the things that are worng with South Beach I somewhere felt that I belonged there. Fort Lauderdale doesn’t make me feel like I belong here. I still feel like a tourist somehow. I’d be the first to say what an awesome city Fort Lauderdale is. I’m just a big-time Miami boy who’s home sick. My ideal situation would be to move back to the beach and have all my friends there. But as is always the case in life, you don’t always get what you want and you deal with what you are dealt. Roscoe will probably leave two or three months after I move there. We have this strange magnet which only lets us live in the surronding area for a maximum of three months. It’s very strange.

Connie and CarlaMy ideal plan would be to live in South Beach for a year and then hopefully get relocated to Los Angeles. Watching Connie and Carla made me want to move to West Hollywood yesterday! Actually any movie that takes place in LA makes me want to move there. That’s a fucking lot of movies! But that is too much in the future for even me to think about. As experience has shown my company is nuts, and when they get their shit together then we can talk relocation to LA. Although I am destined to move to the West Coast. It’s always been my dream and it will happen :) I’m already paying California State Income Tax, which sucks, since I live in Florida.

Anyways, Carla and Connie was great. The movie was very cute. It wasn’t My Big Fat Greek funny, but it was very cute. I love Nia Vardalos. I loved her since My Big Fat Greek Wedding. The movie is somewhat predicatable but it’s definately enjoyable and David Duchovny is adorable! I was never that much into him but ever since he started taking these supporting actor love role acts, he’s super cute! It was nice to see the theatre filled with gay guys, Of course I went to the gay theatre on Sunrise, but that’s a different story. This week is the Miami Gay and Lesbian Film Festival which I have missed for two years in a row. Next year when I live in SoBe, I vow to go to this damn thing. They are showing awesome movies. Actually I might catch a few because they are showing some in Fort Lauderdale, in the ground floor of my building.

Kill Bill Vol. 2 was great! If you liked Vol. 1 you’ll like this one. I would dare to say this one is a little slower than part 1 but it’s defiantely great. I cried laughing out loud with the martial arts instructor. He was hilarious. And the way he loved his beard was out of this world. He was great! I think the movie had a great ending. Uma looked amazing as always. The fight scene with Daryl Hannah was great. The only thing I didn’t get is why in part 1 and 2 whenever they would say Uma’s character’s name they would bleep it out until the end. I thought that was kind of weird. I missed that. If anyone figured it out let me know.

My birthday is coming up and maybe that’s why I’m so moody. In fact I’m sure that’s why. I don’t really hate getting older, I think it builds character, but I feel this past year for me was stagnant. At least it looks that way to my pessimistic mind. Really I accomplished many things. I started my Master’s Program in Computer Science. I successfully weened myself of psychotropic drugs and I think healed myself from my anxieties, lastly I think I have gained more self-respect and confidence than I had in the past. These are all very huge things. Of course in the accomplishing of these tasks I put on a couple more pounds than I would like, which always brings me down. So I’m back with my diet and a promise. I want to loose five pounds by the time I go to Las Vegas, and I want to loose 10 pounds by the time I move back the beach. The rest will come during the summer.

Rocka AwardOn a happier note, I was the runner up for the prestigous award, “Best erotic photographs Blog”. I guess next time I’ll have to post nastier pics and nastier writing to get the coveted first place :) Thanks Rocka! If you get a chance check out his blog at Rocka.

I got my Madonna tix in the mail! So happy. The tix I just got are the pit seats that I’m going to sell/give to Roscoe. Don’t know yet how that’s gonna pan out. Just glad that I got them. It’s gonna be a great summer. I can feel it. I know this depression that I’ve had lately is partly due to getting older, and just stuck where I’m at in life. I have the forsight to know that it will pass and I’ll be back to myself in no time.

Oh and I just picked up a Flash text book that teaches how to do Flash Games. So be on the lookout for some new flash games, KelvisDelRio.com style :) You know TinaSlut will be the main hero in all the games :) And for those of you who find yourselves in the same mood that I’m in, I dedicate this song to you, it’s my current favorite song by Liz Phair and it’s called Extraordinary:


You think that I go home at night

Take off my clothes, turn out the lights

But I burn letters that I write

To you, to make you love me

Yeah, I drive naked through the park

And run the stop sign in the dark

Stand in the street, yell out my heart

To make, to make you love me

I am extraordinary, if you’d ever get to know me

I am extraordinary, I am just your ordinary

Average every day sane psycho

Supergoddess

Average every day sane psycho

You may not believe in me

But I believe in you

So I still take the trash out

Does that make me too normal for you?

So dig a little deeper, cause

You still don’t get it yet

See me lickin’ my lips, need a primitive fix

And I’ll make, I’ll make you love me

I am extraordinary, if you’d ever get to know me

I am extraordinary, I am just your ordinary

Average every day sane psycho

Supergoddess

Average every day sane psycho

Supergoddess

See me jump through hoops for you

You stand there watching me performing

What exactly do you do?

Have you ever thought it’s you that’s boring?

Who the hell are you?

I am extraordinary, if you’d ever get to know me

I am extraordinary, I am just your ordinary

Average every day sane psycho

Supergoddess

Average every day sane psycho

Average every day sane psycho

Supergoddess

Average every day sane psycho

Average every day sane psycho

Supergoddess

Average every day sane psycho

Average every day sane psycho

            – Extraordinary by Liz Phair

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